Fathers day

Happy Fathers day to all the dads and dads to be out there. I dont really know what to think about fathers day because my dad was never really there for me. And we dont get along i never did anything wrong hes just like that i guess he talks to my brothers but doesnt really wanna do stuff with them. I guess i can say im not a daddys girl. I just think he doesnt like me. I did indeed say happy fathers day but let my brothers plan a day with him. was that wrong on my part? Even though my dads an ass to me. hmm.. i dont really feel bad,but should I?

What do you do when you have know more stength and you feel like you cant make it through. What do you look up too? When you have that long day at work or in my case that long day at the hospital getting testing done what keeps you going?

Never ending

Another day at the hospital here w e come. For the past year its been doctors apt after doctors apt and so many different tests and still no big answers on whats wrong with my kidneys. Getting a MAG3 test done tomorrow and some others too. Nervouseverybody know how  and very exhausted. i guess i will let everybody know how it goes. It takes forever for results.